I am constantly hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My stomach is never full, I constantly need food, it is out of control.
My boss called me up today and told me this long convoluted story about how my blood cells have nicotine receptors on them, and that if I starve my body of nicotine long enough, they will snap off and I will start to smell nicotine coming out of my pores.
Awesome.
I still want to eat.
I am burning this sage candle in my room, so that I don't smell the old smoke smells, but it's like I can taste it. I feel like I've just become a vampire.
It makes sense. I cannot stop craving, I can smell and taste everything at a heightened state, I have more energy than I had before.
My chest really hurts, it is tight. My back too. My brain. My fucking lips, everything.
I should just go to bed and put myself out of my misery.
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